I sit at my desk

Staring at the blindingly bright screen

In a tee shirt and pajamas bottoms

It still hasn’t happened

I tap my fingers aimlessly against the keyboard

And try not to get too stressed

Will I miss this?

How will I be able to ask questions?

The blank screen stares back at me reading,

“Please wait, the host will let you in soon”

But it still hasn’t happened

I look at the clock in the bottom corner

It says 12:45

Fifteen minutes late

Not again

Everyday for the past few weeks

Am I still being forgotten?