This year

You aren’t even on my list

Though I wish you were.

I don’t have someone to replace you

But you did for me.

This year

I listen to music and somehow

Every word is about you…

This year

I miss you

Because I’m not with you.

This year

I regret not kissing you.

Not calling you mine.

Not fixing myself to be what you wanted.

This year

You haven’t talked to me at all.

I remember you said we’d be friends

Through high school.

This year

I wish I didn’t believe it.

Now my heart is gone

For you

And u threw it out.

I love you this year and last year.