I built my life upon your lies

Trusting you hurts more

Then you'll realize

I loved you more than I loved life

I cared too much

I held you so high

I wanted to be like you

How to sing so beautiful

How to smile so brightly

Your laugh is beautiful

I didn't realize the shadow you cast

The songs you sang in the morning

Became a warning you were slipping

You stopped smiling a real smile

I can tell the pain behind your laugh

The way you avoid our parents like the plague

The way you never respond

Until anxiety sets in

The way you sent a sherif

To the house after saying

I will find someone to help you

The way you lied in saying

To them that you were a stranger

It hurt more then the danger

You thought I was in

But now my trust is shattered

I just wanted to be accepted

Now I feel rejected, tell me

Did you mean what you said

The way you said I love you

Or was that a lie too?

Trama stays around me

I loved you so fondly

Now I am scared of who I am

Overthinking things of ways it could go

Tell me are you happy?

Because you burned our love in a flame

And now I can’t even say your name

All I can say is I loved you

Writers note if you comment on this I probably won’t see it it took me months to pour emotions into this and I am mentally drained from it