Somewhere

In the back of my head,

There’s always something saying,

“Just go on, the won’t miss you, do it”

Maybe it’s true, maybe it’s just my head speaking, but if it’s speaking I should listen to it, no.

“Why not?”

…

“See, you have no reason not to,”

I don’t want to…

“That’s a stupid reason, you used to listen to me, you traitor.”

I am not a traitor. I was never on your side.