But who, who is this inside my head. Though i have no shame to speak, i was beside myself when they spoke again. More content this time as I listen. It's as though my head cannot connect the sound to anything but my own, it is my thoughts though i'm not thinking. "Let me go." It speaks. My ears heard no noise. But my heart heard it more then anything else. I cannot let you go yet. Although i knew i could hear them, it was a shock to find that they can hear me. All these things running through my head. I cannot let go. The feelings too. Deeper then you'll ever understand my love.

"I will do you no good", "it is best if we had left" How can i hear your voice if i cannot see you. Out of all of my 5 senses, only one is being triggered by you. But i know that i've never felt you more then before. I've never felt those words slip out of your mouth in any other way, although it's fake. I can feel you speaking it. Even if you arnt I know how much you mean what you've told me. And it's easily said. But my heart hurts too much to let go, all the things you've said. Although jokes. I hurt, but this is no joke.

i'm sorry my love, but i just cannot let go yet.