Dear Journal
There’s this feeling of joy . It embraces me so tightly it feels like I might suffocate but I can’t bring myself to pull away . If I could burry myself deeper into it I would but I’m already fully submerged and it’s not enough . I yearn for more .There’s a feeling of warmth , It runs through my veins . It warms my center and extends to every nerve I have within . My stomach feels unsettled at the thought of it .
I can’t help but feel my lips begin to curve into a smile . A smile like no other . A smile that beckons every bone in my body to smile with it . I wonder if anyone else has ever felt like this . I wish that everyone could feel like this . Like beautiful fireworks dancing with the nights stars . I can feel like light shelter me from every ounce of darkness . I am safe .I am protected by the strongest protector there is . This feeling is a feeling I hope I’ll never have to let go . I will cling to it with every bit of will my body has until there is none .
This feeling …
I will call it love .