Contradicting Traits
Contradicting traits…?
If someone asked to sum me up with two words,
It would be those.
I contradict my contradictions!
Every single thing about me defies
Every single thing about me.
I hate people
But I’m always lonely.
I love playing viola
Yet practicing is my biggest chore.
I stress over my grades
But I never put complete effort in.
I want,
More than anything in the world,
To be _someone._
But I just can’t get up,
Can’t do something,
Can’t actually try.
I always make plans
Of how I’ll ace that project,
How I’ll help that friend,
How I’ll fix that mistake.
Why do I never do it?
I want to have everything,
To be everything,
So I become nothing at all.