The big spider, I wake up in the morn doin my reg routine Then while the clock ticks long and the hrs keep on running past me And then, I saw it! I feel it! It's attacking me It's coming towards me It's long black legs r reaching me I run for life to my safe place my bed and deep under my covers But it's bigger and stronger then me I feel it's long black hairy legs attacking me It's reaching my blanket It's reaching my waste Its lifting me And he places me in his black deep den HELP!! I scream the loudest I Cld But there's no response ofc Bec no one luvs me and cares for me The thoughts r running around in circles And then I decide to try, I stick out my hand but his long pointy nails push me back and I fall down again And then a voice in head told me not to give up So I try again but his rude mind wnt change and yet again I get pushed back inside but this time it came along with a dirty look on his face I shrink I freak Then the decision was made I'M DONE!! I dnt need to live anymore I'm good and comfy in here so Y even think that there's a chance to live To live a norm life of luv care and happiness But one day I hope I will find the key The key to the long awaited treasure of the knife that will kill the spider And will bring me light Light for life Maybe one day my life will change?!? Maybe one day I'll see luv care and happiness in ones eyes?!? Maybe ppl will finally see hope in my pained eyes?!? Hopefully one day I'll be able to cross out the maybe and after that step replace it with a wow!!