The big spider,

I wake up in the morn doin my reg routine

Then while the clock ticks long and the hrs keep on running past me

And then,

I saw it!

I feel it!

It's attacking me

It's coming towards me

It's long black legs r reaching me

I run for life to my safe place my bed and deep under my covers

But it's bigger and stronger then me

I feel it's long black hairy legs attacking me

It's reaching my blanket

It's reaching my waste

Its lifting me

And he places me in his black deep den

HELP!!

I scream the loudest I Cld

But there's no response ofc

Bec no one luvs me and cares for me

The thoughts r running around in circles

And then I decide to try, I stick out my hand but his long pointy nails push me back and I fall down again

And then a voice in head told me not to give up

So I try again but his rude mind wnt change and yet again I get pushed back inside but this time it came along with a dirty look on his face

I shrink

I freak

Then the decision was made

I'M DONE!!

I dnt need to live anymore

I'm good and comfy in here so Y even think that there's a chance to live

To live a norm life of luv care and happiness

But one day I hope I will find the key

The key to the long awaited treasure of the knife that will kill the spider

And will bring me light

Light for life

Maybe one day my life will change?!?

Maybe one day I'll see luv care and happiness in ones eyes?!?

Maybe ppl will finally see hope in my pained eyes?!?

Hopefully one day I'll be able to cross out the maybe and after that step replace it with a wow!!