Heartless

Seeking for my internal self, Seeking for love and care. And waiting to come out of my deep darkness! Thank you everyone for your comments and likes it means a lot to me it gives me a push to write more!

Heartless

I’m Fed Up!

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I’m so fed up of pasting that fake broken smile on my pained face I’m so fed up making it through those troubled days I’m so fed up of seeing those stars shining for me I’m so fed up of the false sayings in my head that I should just be me I wanna run away Far far away I dnt wanna hear what they have to say I wanna live alone in peace So if u hear this plea then please let go of me Let me run free Let me die like whom I wanna

In The Golden Night

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I walk with you by my side Feeling like a bride We walk down the path of golden pebbles Raising our eyes and watching how the moon settles The trees do their sway And the leaves try to stay To something rooted Trying not to be intruded The stars do their duty by giving off their lights That breaks up others deep nights As your hand reaches mine My face gives off a REAL shine Our hearts finish off the fine line

Free!

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The sun went down The moon came up And the stars start to arise They catch my eyes I placed myself on the hot soft sand As the water gets scanned With a pair of pained eyes The blue ocean water rise The sound over takes me The smell reaches my nostrils A smile forms on my lips The softness clears everything up IM FREE! The feeeling in me Gives me a chance to see Whom I can be

My Love And Care For You

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There’s petty like a clamp pressing down on me Squeezing me Suffocating me How appropriate My breathe still escapes Though it’s ragged and thick My chests hurting from the sad music It’s singing the common song-someone’s in pain Someone’s being hurt But my right hand will always support you and my left hand will always embrace you My right ear will always listen My lips will never shut I hope you feel it all!!!

New Day

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the day starts clean and new I feel like making it through but then one after another they come running they’re killing they’re just so unwilling even though they’re just a voice they unfortunately don’t come by choice

The Spider

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The big spider, I wake up in the morn doin my reg routine Then while the clock ticks long and the hrs keep on running past me And then, I saw it! I feel it! It's attacking me It's coming towards me It's long black legs r reaching me I run for life to my safe place my bed and deep under my covers But it's bigger and stronger then me I feel it's long black hairy legs attacking me It's reaching my blanket It's reaching my waste Its lifting me And he places me in his black deep den HELP!! I scream the loudest I Cld But there's no response ofc Bec no one luvs me and cares for me The thoughts r running around in circles And then I decide to try, I stick out my hand but his long pointy nails push me back and I fall down again And then a voice in head told me not to give up So I try again but his rude mind wnt change and yet again I get pushed back inside but this time it came along with a dirty look on his face I shrink I freak Then the decision was made I'M DONE!! I dnt need to live anymore I'm good and comfy in here so Y even think that there's a chance to live To live a norm life of luv care and happiness But one day I hope I will find the key The key to the long awaited treasure of the knife that will kill the spider And will bring me light Light for life Maybe one day my life will change?!? Maybe one day I'll see luv care and happiness in ones eyes?!? Maybe ppl will finally see hope in my pained eyes?!? Hopefully one day I'll be able to cross out the maybe and after that step replace it with a wow!!

All About You

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No ur not just a voice in my head Or a tune that lingers when song lyrics r read Up there at night When I'm in Bed But u dnt disappear Ur in every stand of knotted hair I Care And maybe I dnt know exactly what it is the feelings are telling me But as long s my fingers are tracing the shape of ur cheeks As long as my heart is calling through the barriers of miles and weeks Somehow my stomach twists with unease Or nerves and frustration leave me down on my knees Ur name comes like a constant thread Always there lining the thoughts in my head Even though Sometimes it falls or slips away in a corner When my fingers find it I'll love u even more Ur a piece of me, flesh and skin and bone a piece of me-- my own.

Heavy Chest

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My chests feeling heavy the words the ache the endless nights awake the sadness droops from inside the stress overtakes my soul and sitting here like life’s fine while inside all I do is cry world can u hear my plea can u answer me I need luv and care the bumpy road continues my wish of peace just doesn’t come feeling at the tip of the cliff holding on to the little knot inside me the knot of hope but it’s fading it’s passing me by it’s that mean thing called pain and it’s ripping me into pieces not letting me live not letting me be so I’ll ask y me!!!

Dry Tears

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I’m sitting on my bed waiting Waiting for the tears to roll down my Pained cheeks But my eyes r dry I so badly wanna cry I so badly wanna let my pain out I want it all to leave qqwith my salty tears All the tears arise inside me Its passing through my throat Going straight up to my eyes But then it stops! My eyes r not letting it out Even though they shout They’re begging with plea Eye, eye can u let us free But the eyes closing its ears Its blocking everything out The tears r standing there hopelessly They try breaking in viciously But the eyes stronger! They decide to mix the brain in! But the eyes still dnt listen There’s still nothing coming My eyes r still dry I guess my pain will have to die inside!

Alone

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Alone She cruises down the way Flying Bursts of color Like fireworks Dancing in the air And her shining hair Soft hands Tracing the silver Wings that Extend from her form And coat of spun gold That keeps her warm in the storm Her feelings Guarded so carefully she looks like ice But she is not And no promises can spare me From caring so much I'm hot Of she melts into a puddle of sadness on the ground If she runs into a forest and gets lost and never found I'll drown I'll drown in the pool of her haunting eyes The ocean of tears she never cried The battle I always had fought inside How to be there Cause how can u be someone ur not If u twist urself all day How can u keep off the hot that with ur cheeks play If u CNT even choke out a word And ur thoughts u escape like birds If u CNT even save urself how can u hope or try to save someone's life