Ella, why did you have to kill him. I cant protect you now. Your whole life down the drain. I wish I could do more. Ella, my love, you didnt have to do it alone, we could have found another way. A way we could still be together. But now we are separated by a pane of glass, I wish it were me on the other side, so you could live your life in peace and tranquillity. If only I were there for you, like you were for me.

Today was the first day it hit me hard, how we wouldn’t be able to really see each other for years and years. To the naked eye, seeing you dressed in ragged orange signified your devilish actions, but to me it signified the radiance of the sun in your heavy blue eyes, after only two days, and instantly I knew you didn’t deserve this.

I had to save you, once and for all.

"She was with me" is what I would tell them, the judge, the jury, the lot. It would take a whole lot of convincing but I would make it work. I would put my heart and soul into this, to make sure we get our happily ever after. It’s all I’ve ever wanted in life: you, me and maybe even the pitter patter of feet rushing across the floor. I would make sure you didn’t go down, I would fight your corner, I would save you.

I would do anything to see you out of the orange overalls which make you look despicable, anything to see you in an outfit of your choice, an outfit that compliments your short, dazzling hair, An outfit that makes you look tall, an outfit chosen for me. For that I would risk it all…

I will whisper "I love you Ella" as I lay down and fall into an uneasy slumber without you next to me. I will tell you that next time we fall asleep in each others arms, I will stroke your hair as we fall asleep, and most importantly, you will be free.

- Cal :)