I did what I had to

I wish there was a better way I knew

It’s kill or be killed

And my dreams need to be fulfilled

I’m sorry to those I hurt

To those I left laying in the dirt

But it’s survival of the fittest

My conscious ran to hide in the middest

I’ll never be the same

I’m feral now, I’ll never be tame

Nightmares will haunt me

It’s dead bodies on the ground that I see

I hope that they will accept my apology

And know never the same will I be

I’m sorry to them all

That I let take the fall

But I need to live

My sorrows I give