Texts

I’ve deleted the very first time he told me he love me.

I deleted the day he told me everything he loved about me

I deleted the things he said we would do together

The only things that are left

Are the arguments

And the bitterness

That I have to hold onto

It’s the only thing I can do

For how can I love

But oh it’s so easy

To love him even when I hate him

But it’s too late

To say I love him too

Because I do

But I never told him