A glint of gold catches my eye Sitting on the rusted metal shelf I gently pick it up Before one of the workers explains It was a pirates coin

All I can think about is It would’ve been so much easier to be a pirate Someone who stole instead of worried about credits and finances Someone who took what they wanted And twisted no one Someone who hurt people before they hurt them Always in the run Only calling the sea home I wouldn’t have to worry about morals Or conducts Or making my dad proud who needs family when you have a ship

So as soon as the man wandered off I slip the coin into my pocket I may not be a pirate But stealing has never felt better

I’ve deleted the very first time he told me he love me. I deleted the day he told me everything he loved about me I deleted the things he said we would do together The only things that are left Are the arguments And the bitterness That I have to hold onto It’s the only thing I can do For how can I love But oh it’s so easy To love him even when I hate him

But it’s too late To say I love him too Because I do But I never told him