Why does it always attack

Why can’t I ever fight back

It always takes me over

Pulling my heart to the floor

Feeling empty and sad

But really there’s nothing bad

It’s still just pulls me down

why would a reason be needed

Dragged to the floor

Happiness always stored

My heart always frowning

Sad and lost and lonely

I hate this thing that is me

As messed up as can be

Nothing smart in its head

A shame and bother to everyone

My heart is always crying

My brain is always dying

My body gives up

And again in lost in darkness