I’m very new to writing, soo I won’t be great at it, but I’m here now! Cause my friend got me into it. I’m not super exiting but I love to talk to people, and reading everyone’s writing is really fun. That’s all I think, thank you!
I’m very new to writing, soo I won’t be great at it, but I’m here now! Cause my friend got me into it. I’m not super exiting but I love to talk to people, and reading everyone’s writing is really fun. That’s all I think, thank you!
Why does it always attack
Why can’t I ever fight back
It always takes me over
Pulling my heart to the floor
Feeling empty and sad
But really there’s nothing bad
It’s still just pulls me down
why would a reason be needed
Dragged to the floor
Happiness always stored
My heart always frowning
Sad and lost and lonely
I hate this thing that is me
As messed up as can be
Nothing smart in its head
A sha...
Surrounded by reasons
So much to fight
What do I do
If everything is right
Falling and falling
I just can’t get up
They ask if I’m okay
All I can say is yup
Nobody sees
Nobody will listen
How everything is wrong
No in horrible condition
But tied in the ground
No way to be happy
I’ve been taken
I just want to be free...
These battle with my head
They can’t keep going
On and on
They just won’t stop
Why am I here
Why is today here
If all I do
Is wait for tomorrow to be better
Why am I here
If all I do is sit and bother
Messed up and broken
No way to fix
Ending again
Lonely and sad
I’ll cry to myself
Because again it took over
These battles I fight
I never win
My brain taking over
Now nothing is left
Hope is go...
Its so cold
But its so hot
Goosebumps
But so much sweat
Loved
But so lonely
Hugs
And tears
Lost
And found
Why am I
But they’re here with me
Terrified
Calm
I’ll fail
I’ll do it later
Mind on the floor
Heart in the sky
Hate myself
Love you
Hiding
Glowing
I’m fine
Help me
Trying
Giving up
Don’t fall
Who will care
Please care
Please don’t worry
I need you
I want you to be okay...
Lost
Stuck on the ground
Nothing to hold me
Not even sound
What do I do
Where do I go
How do I see
Why is it so slow
It never leaves me
Never steps away
It just won’t leave me be
Not even for a day
It follows me and haunts me
Telling me what to think
Argue and argue against it
I fail, then I sink
Falling and falling
Lost on the ground
Helpless and broken
Nowhere to be found...
So many possibilities
So many doors to go through
So many ways to go through life
But Whichever it is I want it to go to you
So I will hold my door open
I will let you in
Chose any you want
But mine will always be open for you
I will be here
It will always be open for you
I’ll hold it open
I’ll gladly let you in...
How i wish for my words to be said
What am I feeling
Why do I feel this
I can’t even tell me what’s wrong with my brain
I don’t know what’s wrong
And I don’t know why
I know it’s something dumb
To which this shouldn’t be my reaction
Why can’t there be words
To say what this is
To say why I’m like this
It want to know why
I’m messed up
I shouldn’t be like this
I wish I were better
I just want to...
This is what I’ve dreamed of
This feeling
This person
This smile
I can look into your eyes
And they look back
I feel Okay again
Real calm and real peace
I wish time could stop
If I could just keep staring into those eyes
Without looking away
No fear or worry
But still
We can smile together
We can be okay
We can be at peace
The only time when calm comes
When I’m really relaxed
The room just fee...