Looking beneath my feet I see beautiful colors of blue, green and yellow, the color of your eyes. The jolt of estimating the distance between me and the hard pavement are replaced with the picture of your smile in my head. Your cheeks rise and your lips open as you proceed to say “would you still love me if we were the only people left here on this planet?” And immediately I dive into my brain and see myself defending you against all beasts and demons that stand against our love, ripping through bones and flesh becoming one with the beast that have that same desire for your skin. I smile back and say “of course my darling, there isn’t enough sand in the hourglass of time that will not be flooded with my love for you”. I flash back to the edge of this 10 story building, the building we use to walk past to grab our coffee and daily book leading towards the park. I miss the days where you curled up inside my arms, releasing all the weight and pain you have been feeling and finally feeling like you can fly. But alas, just like Icarus, you came to close to the sun and fell into a Pitt that even I couldn’t pull you out of. When they found you and the letter you left me I crumbled into a black abyss that absorbs all light and good that was birthed into this world. My hunger no longer feasted on me and my brain lay dormant for days. The closest I have ever came to understanding where you left off is right now on this ledge, ready to sore and fly just like my love. This is it my darling, may my blood soak the sands and my soul reach you with the note you left me, let’s go find that world with just you and me okay?