I Would Hate Me Too (pt. 4)
havent even had my first kiss yet, i sit down next to him anyway and he scoots closer to me and thinking that i dont notice... i turn my head to him, so does he and i say
"your really pretty eyes look in the pretty " i hate myself
"Your eyes look really beautiful " he says to me. I think he likes me , i kiss him and pull away
"Im sorry was that bad? that seemed really bad" he doesnt say anything and just grabs my face and we start making out, wow, i havent done anything like this before but it feels right, we stop and watch the movie for a bit, and i ask
"Can i stay over tonight?"
"Uh… yeah yeah sure of course, ill be right back" he replys and then runs upstairs. I have the biggest grin on my face and it wolnt go away. oh my gosh he is so perfect, i want to run my hands through his curly brown hair, and stare at his bright blue eyes for hours, my mom would hate me if she knew i just made out with a boy, she would disown me, Good thing i wolnt tell her. He comes back downstairs and asks
"Do you wanna go upstairs to my room, also you can borrow some of my clothes to sleep in" HIS CLOTHES, hes letting me wear his clothes!
"Yeah okay" i say with the worst poker face anyone has ever made. He grins and says
"Follow me" i go with him and he lays on his bed and i do the same next to him and he kisses me again, i bet i suck at this, i bet hes gonna start a rumor about me at school being the worst kisser, but no one would care anyway no one knows who i am, might as well enjoy it, i kiss him back and then we makeout for a couple hours, at around 12:25 he says
"We should probably get some sleep now" and chuckles a bit
"Yeah we really should” but i kiss him and before i knew it it was three in the morning
Then four AM, and he stops and gets up and i sit on the edge of the bed looking confused and he grabs my hand, without saying anything, he brings me to his backyard and we watch the sun rise together, i bet hes done this before and this is just a little scheme to get me to fall for him
"I bet you do this alot with other people" i say
And he says back
"Believe it or not, I’ve never had a boyfriend"
"Oh, is it bad that kind of makes me feel better about this?" I ask
"Not at all” i put my head on his shoulder and we say nothing for the rest of the time we are outside, later he takes me back to his room and we both fall asleep, until we wake up to his mom opening the front door and he asks
“Do you wanna meet my mom" i grin and we go downstairs and his mom sees me and looks scared, she looks me up and down and says in her calmest but still very condescending tone
"Aidrian, who is this and why is he wearing your clothes?"
"Hi mrs… Aidrians mom? I came over to hang out but didnt expect to sleep over, so aidrian let me borrow his clothes" i tell her
"Oh okay" you can see the relief on her face
"Do you wanna go back up to my room” i ask
“Sure” i reply
"Call me beth!" Aidrians mom shouts up while we are walking away
"We should build a pillow fort" i say with so much exitement on my face
"That is such a good idea” he says back with around the same amount of exitement we build the pillow fort and he puts the tinyest pillow he has on my head and says
“You are now king of pillow land"
“Is that what we are gonna call it?” I say
“Duh" he replys jokingly “that also makes me the other king of pillow land”
“So you are other king” i say but with other king in finger quotes. He smiles at me and grabs me by the waist, pushed me against the wall and says "looks like the other king has more power now”
“You might be right, you wanna test that out?” I say, we crawl under the pillow fort and start kissing, again, cant say im mad about it though
(This is the longest part yet! I am planning on doing more, but i plan on going to bed early tonight like 11:30 or smth)