I don’t know what I’ve been told

But I got a lot scars on heart

And they sure keep me cold

I pray to God he’s helping me let go

But I also know the devil’s tryna take my soul

Every day I wake up it gets harder to control

I haven’t felt whole sense I was 5 years old

People say I have no reason to be feeling this way

I just say their right it doesn’t really matter what I say

Oh

In a dark place

It’s been that way forever

Fighting off my demons

Send them away forever

What’s the meaning

What’s the meaning

Wake up screaming

Heart got a terrible feeling

Don’t mind me I’m getting so damn high till I feel right

I never feel right

Pills and a microphone

it’s gonna be a long night

She said she used to play with demons

Do you know what they taste like

Oh

Judge me as you choose but

I used to be a angel too

My past is so fucked up

lemme explain to you

I can find the word hate in I love you

Judge me as you choose but

I used to be a angel too

My past is so fucked up

Lemme explain to you

I can find the word hate in I love you

But I love you

I’m confused

I’m just a syfe dude

Call me Romeo bc I’ll die for you m

I get close

Just to kick them out

Maybe I just need a car with good miles

To calm me down

But ill be fine

After all I’ve been through this a couple hundred times

I’m glad you paid for your sins I still have to pay mine

But I’ll do that in sometime

Why do you look surprised

Judge me as you choose but

I used to be a angel too

My life’s so fucked up

Lemme explain to you

I can find the word hate in I love you

Judge me as you choose

But I used to be angel too

My life’s so fucked up

Lemme explain to you

I can find the word hate in I love you