Drifting Drifting Listen Realizing You’re slipping through my finger tips You’re still in my mind lingering Shoulda Woulda coulda Where’d I put my pen I swear I’m doing the same things again Just put this on the list of my fears and failed attempts It’s running outta space again I think it’s time I go back to keeping my thoughts in my head Easier to highlight all the thing I really wish I would’ve said Drifting Drifting Drifting I hear all the gossip about you The way you talk about yourself is rude But I’m in the same boat as you Sinking searching aiming to feel some truth Sinking feeling screaming But no one can hear you Drifting Drifting Drifting Now let’s talk about you Look into the mirror and say I love you And still convince yourself that no one Wants you Almost like you have no one there But you’re the one that disconnects from the people that get you Disconnected from the people that support you Drifting drifting Drifting I see you in the distance Asking Each other Why we became So distant I’m convinced That I convinced Everything that I predict To become predicted Drifting Drifting Drifting
Um Keep climbing Keep climbing Gon ride it recline I swear I’m as real as the promise You made me Heaven were you take me Drugs are so last year You are so amazing You take me places the drugs can’t take me I’m in the crowd Raging I’m on the front pages This kids amazing This shits outrageous It’s crazy what a couple heart break songs will take you What I thought impossible you make able You know the feeling were you can’t eat if they ain’t sitting at the table You got me lost for words I don’t know what to say to you but I love you Yes I love you
Keep climbing Keep climbing Gon ride it recline I swear I’m as real as the promise I made you heaven were I’ll take you I swear even though you fell from the heaven ur a angel I’ve been put through hell to reach heaven and I’m grateful My life feels like a fairy tale fable Let’s make moves Let’s break a few rules The 3 words I choose I love you
This is once in a lifetime I think the stars aline I swear I see the stars in your eyes Someone like you Is really hard to come by It was so impossible in my mind Made so possible by you I’m Prayin that ur all in Or just somethin What am I sayin Wipe away ur tears We’ll conquer all are fears I know I need to let go Let God guide the way Because Every time I take control I lose another one I’m telling you everything I know You give me so much hope And gave me a glimpse of heaven When the world gave me hell And I’m forever grateful That I met someone with your soul Please stay by my side
Music doesn’t come from your mind It comes from your soul
I served my time For all my crimes But I still have this feeling crawling up my spine I’m sitting here so terrified No one knows where I can find No one can explain what’s in my mind How you gonna tell me what I can live without You don’t know half the things I live without I highly doubt You got the same things holding you down This is me telling you you will never understand When they look inside They can’t comprehend Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again In the back of my head There’s something haunting Stalking me and burning all my bridges I know it wants me To end up lonely I’m praying for my peace God please help me Everyday I’m still sinning It feels like I’m about to die slowly My hearts barely beating Run around run around In my cell It’s been a few years Still don’t feel whole A least I found my home She’s all I know So I’ll be damned if I let her go This is me telling you You’ll never understand When they look inside They can’t comprehend Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again You don’t know what I need Need in my life I wish it could go back to the way that it was Nowadays I feel lost My life’s shit but I have my friends Nowadays ion know who’s my friend I can’t really comprehend Nowadays it’s all about how much you can spend The best advice they gave me was to pretend It’s hell in my head I’m chained by what I could’ve said Coulda woulda shoulda I’d nothing at all In my room with nothing but me and these walls Feeling something I can’t control Demons interrupting my calls I can’t feel it I can’t feel it I can’t feel it I can’t feel it I can’t feel it I can’t feel it This is me telling you you will never understand When they look inside They can’t comprehend Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Unexplainable Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again Even if you look again
Don’t come no Don’t come no closer Losing composure Maybe I just need some closer Need some closer I know I’m a goner But it ain’t over Until it’s over Don’t come no closer Losing composure Maybe I just need some closer Maybe I just need some closer I know I am a goner I sorry if I add on too your stress Let’s be honest I’m not the best Give it a break bae give it a rest Feel your presence Feel your presence on my chest Feel your presence in my head I’ll be honest lately I ain’t been feelin the best Give it a break bae give it a rest I know you ain’t feeling the best I’m really trying my best I’m so sorry if I cause you stress Give it a break bae give it a rest Oceans oceans These wavy oceans You keep me floating floating A substitute for the potions potions Potions potions They had me floating You’re feeling is so potent potent I ain’t have time for the past The past ain’t really feeling me You’re driving me crazy I don’t care about destiny I just need you next to me I need you next to me Ironic because Don’t come no closer No no closer I’m losing composure Maybe I just need some closer I just need some closer I know I am a goner But it ain’t over Until it’s over Don’t come no closer Losing composure Maybe I just need some closer I just need some closer I just need some closer I know I am a goner Lately I ain’t feelin the best Lately you ain’t feelin the best Lately I ain’t feeling the best Lately you ain’t feeling the best I hope it gets better
Music doesn’t come from your mind It comes from you soul
I Feel like I’m in the after Life Ummmmmmmmm Entice me Hypnotize me Confide in me Ride with me But don’t die please You’re marvelous Baby you’re righteous It’s gnarly Pills mixed with cannibis And morphine helps me sleep Don’t take that shi away from me I’ll quit another day But right now it’s the closest thing to peace I can’t get enough of it It can’t get enough of me It’s making love to me
You’ve done so much for me I tryna thank you but I keep thinking of pills I’m dozing off the meds but honestly I’d rather sleep with you instead I sin so much I swear there was horns in my braids I really hope I don’t end off my days With another sin that makes my soul dirty
I feel like I’m in the Afterlife Life is a journey Hopefully I don’t od and end up in a morgatory Hopefully I’ll wake up in the morning So I get see you smile next to me My demons wanna kill me But they ain’t worthy If they want smoke Demon slayers on the way Life is a journey My demons wanna kill me But they ain’t worthy If they want smoke Demon slayers on the way
Uhh Me and her Me and her Killing demons What’s the word Insecure Anxiety got me scared Those the things I know for sure If they hate on her they hate on me And if they hurt on her they hate on me So I’ll keep a 40. In her purse Just in case Someone dare to bad mouth her Introvert Immature She’s the best I’m the worst Codependent is the word I’m the most We the best When you’re with me I get rest I hope I give you rest I really hope I give you my best Because you the best
I can walk you back to heaven that’s where you came from Ironic cause Ur fine as hell Um I know we’ve been through hell but Please never give up I know God has saved us Where will the future take us Uh I can’t really tell But you’re fine as hell We started talking in September Got close in December Almost been a year um Drowning out all my tears Helping me with my fears Life always been blurry but your making shit more clear
Hold me Coax me Convince me to live Oh my oh me No lie not high Won’t lie no more popping 3 Everything gone this week I can’t breathe You tell me breathe I can’t speak you let me speak Conceded me to conced Confess your all I need I hope this message gets received I love you more than I love weed I’m sorry I know I fell for morphine Please forgive me Your love touched parts of me that drugs could never reach
I can walk you back to heaven that’s where you came from Ironic cause Ur fine as hell Um I know we’ve been through hell But please never give up I know God has saved us Where will the future take us
I’m really tryna Vibe with yah I’m not ready to leave just yet I really hope you ain’t ready to leave just yet Not yet Hope you ain’t ready to leave just yet I’m really tryna vibe with yah I see planets in the sky with yah I see the stars collide with yah Me I’m really Insecure You can blame it on my battle scars Me I’m really insecure You can blame it on my battle scars Love and passion I’m on the search for the magic I’m really into it No chase Atlantic Tryna drive through life But anxiety is some really bad traffic A chain reaction From toxic interactions Made me feelin like all love ends with tragic Now I panic I suffer from emotional damage See you from across the room I had to look again Now I panic This ain’t how I planned I’m low on confidence Even though my egos bigger than an avalanche Uh Can I have this dance Be so real do you gotta a man These pills might have me in my feels Ion really know how to feel No big deal I’m just wonderin If she feels the way I feel Than it’s winter wonderland Uh Never felt vibes like this I’m not sayin you should be my wife or shit I’m just sayin you should stay in my life for a bit I’m really diggin ur smile like shit This comin from a wild as kid Had to grow up real real young Never been on no childish shit What am I sayin I’m still childish as shit I’ve been on the drugs I’m lit You got me thinking i should stop it Still tryna weigh out my options What am I sayin Ur my only option Ur a flame in a land of darkness I really hope you ain’t tryna leave just yet I’m really tryna vibe wit yuh I see the planets in the sky wit yuh I see the stars collide wit yuh Oh im so insecure You can blame that on my battle scars Me I’m really insecure You can blame it on my damaged heart Me I’m really insecure You can blame it on my battle scars
