Reality

It’s not what I expected it to be.

It’s not the years of schooling

Or learning to be a functional member of society

It’s being a cog

A cog in comfortable machine

A cog in a comfortable machine living Groundhog Day

Awakening is painful

It’s getting pulled away from the warmth of Reality

It’s Loving embrace

It’s loving embrace that covers lies and deceptions

It holds you in hopes that you forget its abuse

It holds you to remind you

“You depend on me”

But you dont

Awakening is realizing that this reality is a parasite

Poisoning you into believing lies that sound of your voice

But they are not yours

They are distorted reflections of the broken dreams of others

Awakening is finding out that there is more than one reality

And you can find one that fits

Instead of forcing yourself to fit in the reality of others

My new reality is awakening.