Tough Goodbye

Another day passes, getting closer and closer to take off. Stomach turning, mind racing. Excited to see what was once my everyday but lost in the fact I have to leave someone so important. Why are goodbyes so tough, even with knowledge that you’ll be back, the closer it gets the worst you feel. The majority of your life without em and yet, you can’t even remember a time when they weren’t there. It’s easy to act brave another to truly feel it. Goodbyes are tough and will always be, maybe it’s a fear of change or the uncertainty of life with each day. All I know is I can’t wait till the day when there’ll be no goodbyes. Only when going to work or picking up our kids only hours away till we see eachother again, instead of months. What a perfect world it’ll be, but till then, goodbye, till the next time when my world is perfect once more.