Overthinking is my specialty

At night

When the world falls asleep

I sit and think

About everything that went wrong

About the things I said

Or didn’t say

Or the things I did

Or didn’t do

The problems that have no solution

And the differences things would make

If I could just build up enough confidence

To talk to him

I know I can’t do anything about it now

It’s too late

There’s no going back

But…

As the world goes dark

I lay in my bed

Door shut tightly

Waiting for the monsters to come