Out of Place
to feel how i feel
like i’m in the wrong place
i could’ve gone a different direction
what feels like the right direction
so close to where i am
but unreachable
i can imagine her
and then
and what they come together to be
i can see her standing close
but not in the same place as me
it’s like that girl
is who i was destined to be
but i never will
no matter how bad
i crave it
and watch her
i feel the desire churning through me
certain i could do it
since i can’t stop seeing her
no matter how much
i want to move on
i can see her
and hear her,
her voice so clear in my head,
like she’s in the room
her words almost unimagined,
like i could hear myself speaking them
who i was destined to be
but never will be
just out of reach
a step away in the room
but another timeline
too far
feeling so out of place