i used to think you were perfect

ha

don’t worry

i know now

you loved me

you said you loved me and i belived it

i still believe you did, at some point

but when did it stop

when did it become her rather than me

i joke that you are

“moving your way through the friend group”

but i’m not wrong, am i

because it was me for a while

but then it was her and she clung to your hand like i used to cling to your heart

i hated her and i hated you

now were friends (i guess?) and i joke that

we have a rivalry

but its a little closer to the truth than you think

anyway, you moved on from her

now you’re with my best friend

well i’m not sure if i consider her my best friend anymore

her arms wrap your waist like i used to wrap

in your hugs

you say its just platonic

but she likes you

she tells me she likes you

it’s fine

this won’t last it never does

tell me, who will you devour next

why do we trip and fall to your feet

what’s so special about you (everything)

i don’t love you anymore i don’t i promise

but i long for what it was sometimes,

when i lie in my bed at night

and then i think if you have this with everyone

if you whisper into everyone’s ears that we’re

“so pretty, so sweet so unique and theres no one like you”

then maybe i shouldn’t be so quick to dive back into lies

i just want something real

not a line you feed to everyone you want

i dont want to be just another person you

preyed on

just another girl who fell for your charms

and lies

i want to be the one for someone

and i wasn’t that for you