Surrounded by darkness, darkness clouds my mind. Mind if I sit for a while, while I clear my head? Head to toe I am numb, numb from this life. Life has been tiring, tiring physically and emotionally. Emotionally exhausted from the hatred, hatred created in me by him. Him being the stepfather, stepfather from Hell. Hell is where you should go, go home, go back down there. There you can forever stay, stay you mother fucker.