{lil bit off prompt}

i regonozed his blue eyes

a mile away

everyone of my friends telling me to stay

but i would run to him every time

cause he was mine

and i was his

even though i was a little kid

and he was grown

i was nothing more than a secret

an obsession we both found comfort in

changing the password on my phone

nobody needs to know he is who i call when i am alone

nobody sees the glances he gives me

i was head over heals

i still am

i would give anything to have him as my man

but i am nothing more than a secret

and i guess im okay with that

3 years it’s only 3 years

i tell myself

but i know this is morally wrong

i feel safe when im with him

i feel like he is where i belong

nobody understands this

that is why i am nothing more than a secret

we will never be anything

but it is better to have something that nothing

a secret obsession we both enjoy

telling everyone we’re just friends

lies we both know aren’t true

do you not understand how much i want you?

purely based on fantasy

i’ll be the princess and you can be my king

the ruler of our own made up world

you would take me on dates

nobody would know our age in a different state,

let’s run away together

_i promise_ it’s worth it

boy meets girl

son meets daughter

let’s start a life together

have 3 kids

raise them to be our own

nothing will matter when it’s just the 2 of us alone

i promise it’s worth it