It’s a cool morning and I haven’t slept well at all. Without opening my eyes I roll to you but I’m met with a *thud* I groan “ouch” I pout I look around how did I fall off of the bed? I ask myself. I get up and I look around I see a blue post-it note on your bedside table. “Good morning my love don’t be mad, I didn’t want to wake you but I was called into work early. I love you you x” I smile at the note before pouting. That’s why I fell I already went searching for you in my sleep and I was on your side of the bed, so when I rolled to look for you there was no bed left.

I kiss the note and go downstairs to make some coffee and breakfast so I can take it to you on my way to work. Once I’m there I get cooking on a breakfast burritos with steak, egg, bacon and avocado with some herbs and spices, oh and definitely some cheese. I wrap it up with a homemade tortilla and put it in a container. I go get dressed and ready for work myself and make sure I have time to eat with you at work. I get coffee in To go cup for me and in a canister for you so it stays hot.

I know I’m in mood, so I search our playlist and just play our songs. It helps but seeing you will help more. Just a good morning kiss and a ‘hey baby’. I pull up at your work place and grab everything, a big smile on my face feeling better already knowing I get to see you.

I walk up and enter the front door and I’m greeted by one of your co workers “heyyyy there. I was expecting you and so was your wife. She told me to tell you she’s sorry and that she left a note on her desk for you. She’s out on a call sweetie. Though she was looking forward to breakfast with you this morning. She was disappointed to go out but don’t tell her I told you that.” I slump but force a giggle “thanks Gladys” I say sweetly and go into your office.

As I place your breakfast and coffee down on your desk I see your blue post-it note. “Hey baby I wish I was here when you got here but obviously I’m not. I’ll come see you at lunch if I can. Thank you for the food and coffee. You spoil me. I love you.” I smile and shake my head you always make my heart explode with warm love. I grab a blue post it note and write “gosh I love you and I love your notes. Thank you for always making me smile and showing me your love xxx”

I walk out and drive to work. Two people cut me off and just irresponsible driving. It didn’t help my mood and I won’t ever deny I have rod rage because that, that I get from my beautiful grandmother. That lady wow wow wow she has two modes behind the wheel, calm and happy to HULK SMASH. Anyways that put me back in my bad mood.

I get to work and slam my bag down “woah there someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed” said my co worker. I roll my eyes “you’re not kidding. I literally woke up on the wrong side of the bed. And I also fell out of it!” I huff “but gosh who gives out divers licenses in this town? Because I swear everyone got theirs out of cereal box. Idiots everywhere it’s messed up. No one knows how to use an indicator or a roundabout.” I throw myself down in the chair “damn girl take a chill pill but you right! But as for work it’s just us today we only have 5 kids so it looks like we can build that new equipment that turned up today. I nod my head “sounds good to me!” I say with a smile as I think of coming home to you tonight.