She wakes up late with a heavy heart and soul. The nausea crept up her throat from the pit of her stomach; the realisation of yesterday was real.

24 hours before

She was nervous but she had to ask, she needed to know. She messaged the girl she has fallen in love with “Hey love I have a question for you. I have been wanting to ask for a little while but honestly I haven’t been brave enough to ...

My girlfriend was called into work about an hour ago and twenty minutes ago a friend text me saying she had some news about my girlfriend and that it’s bad. Now I’m pacing back forth my living room. Fingers running through my hair as my anxiety grows.

*knock knock*

“ABOUT TIME NEXT TIME YOU TEXT ME THAT TYPE OF MESSAGE BE OUTSIDE MY HOUSE” I throw my hands in the air as I talk and walk to go op...

“Baaaaabbyyyy” I whine playfully “please tell me where we are going? I don’t remember a road trip being on the agenda on your first visit here. Well one that I didn’t plan.” I giggle softly “babe just stop this is a surprise. I get to surprise my girl too. Just because I came here doesn’t mean I don’t get to spoil you.” She says in return and takes my hand bringing it to her mouth and kisses it so...

It’s a cool morning and I haven’t slept well at all. Without opening my eyes I roll to you but I’m met with a *thud* I groan “ouch” I pout I look around how did I fall off of the bed? I ask myself. I get up and I look around I see a blue post-it note on your bedside table. “Good morning my love don’t be mad, I didn’t want to wake you but I was called into work early. I love you you x” I smile at t...

Dear Diary,

I made a friend today, we met online. She’s all the way from America. She’s quite funny and I don’t know how but she is one of the most sweetest people I have ever met. She is so kind, The definition of kill them with kindness! Not only that she can have a conversation like a real conversation where I don’t have to break my back trying to talk.

From Raven

13th of Feb 2021

Dear Dia...

You get home early from work I was excited because tonight is date night and I get more time with you. More time meant extra activities and by extra activities I mean a relaxing hot bubble bath and face masks.

But first things first “hey baby” I come up and kiss you deeply “how was work?” I ask as I kneel down and untie your shoes before you kick them off. You tell me about your day and we make ...

“You can kill me if you want but at least hear me out on why you shouldn’t” I say nervously “look it’s up to you. I’m going to be honest with you, I don’t have kids, I don’t have a family not yet but I have this girl I’m head over heals for but that’s not what you want to hear. You have anger and numbness. You were made this way by your father. I understand I would kill too. You were taught to kil...