You know what drives me crazy?

The fact that you

_You _ghosted me,

And a few months later

I’m playing a song

With all the friends

Who never left when you did.

And I’m happy

And grinning

And feeling great.

Then I make eye contact

(In the middle of the song traitor by OR mind you)

And you _smile?_

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_You smile. _

__

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When I say that struck a nerve

It did.

You avoided eye contact

For months

And talked to my friends

When they were beside me

Instead of me.

And you smile

Like you hope that I’ll

Come running back to you

When you “apologize”

If you ever even do.

It’s as if

You regretted in that moment

Ghosting me.

You realize how important I am

and how I love making others

Happy.

I just think it’s crazy

How you can just

Smile

As if

Nothing

Ever

Happened.

BUT you wanna know what I did?

I made eye contact with you

Already smiling from singing

And sang the line

“You betrayed me and I know that you’ll never feel sorry for the way I hurt”

And looked away.

Yeah

I kinda feel bad

But it’s true.

And I think

In that moment

You knew it would take

A

Whole

While

To get back to where we used to be.

If we ever did.

So

The audacity you have

Is crazy

Stop driving me crazy.