My neurotransmitters

are disconnected again.

I feel psychosis sneaking in.

Paranoia and anger

begins to rise.

If you look closer,

you’ll see vacancy

in my eyes.

Bipolar clashes

with OCD borders.

Don’t think I didn’t

notice the letters aren’t

in alphabetical order.

PTSD feeds my old fears.

And I can’t seem to

find the pills that

helps to ease my tears.

Since electric activity

has stalled in my brain.

The lack of transmission

from nerve to muscle,

has left me rather insane...

-HMG