You said you loved me

But not the same way I did you

You said I was your most trusted friend

The person you relied on most

You said so many things

as you fucked me in the night

You said you weren’t ready

To commit to anyone at all

I was blind to the bullshit

I was replaced in a heartbeat

You didn’t notice me, melting in despair

You looked away from my suffering

You ignored the tears in my eyes

You chose not to hear the pain in my voice

You paraded her over and time again

A friend would care about another’s feelings

A friend you were not.