why don’t they care before the fog replaces the light before even a conversation becomes a fight a struggle to tell them I’m alright ?

Have you ever struggled to cross a bridge without having a flying thought or crossing a road without dragging a load .

Well if you shook your head then your one of the lucky ones that don’t wish to be dead .

Tighten your grip don’t let it slip just grab the noose make sure it doesn’t come loose .

You say I was shallow !

But you woudnt believe the wave I created before I was laid In that grave .

You say I’m selfish !

To believe I woudnt leave people to grieve don’t try to deceive .

They thought the answer for me to be happy was to conceive just add the stress but that doesn’t matter because you’ll be blessed .

Your own shoelace trip you over and no one comes over to help cause you push them away so your pain doesn’t drip into there day .

See my emotions are soo deep they cover the creek no matter how far I seek everything is just too bleak .

The truth is starting to leak cover your nose trust me** ,** life is begining to reek** .**