I’m so sorry That my mind is on fire Burning endlessly Like the hills of California I’m so sorry That I can’t love you the way you want Unconditionally Fully committed to your lack of love I’m sorry that we both deserve better I don’t want you Which is horrible because you make me happy But you never text first Never reply quickly Never make the effort Never ask about my day I deserve better You deserve better too Someone who likes listening to you Someone who needs less validation Someone who looks as pretty as they act But you don’t really want me You just pretend you do We’re both just so lonely That we jumped in headfirst Without even seeing the water below us Maybe you lovebombed me Maybe you realized that you didn’t feel it Maybe I did I don’t know what’s happening Maybe your phone really did get taken away And I’m over reacting Or maybe we both prefer when the other Doesn’t speak But I’m too nice to talk over you We don’t belong together We’re too similar Too different We both deserve better I hope you’ll forgive me when the time comes That I have to leave And I hope you know It’s not your fault But you could have tried just a little harder I’d beg for your forgiveness But I really don’t care if you forgive me It doesn’t matter That’s why you deserve someone better I wonder if you ever think about me Randomly I wonder what you think when you look at me Do you think I’m pretty? I don’t know You never say anything I deserve better You owe me an apology that I’m never going to get But I owe you more apologies than I can count So I’m sorry we can’t love each other