[related collection of haikus, mainly just focused on the “trust” thing.]

I hate learning to trust,

the echoes of pain remain.

I’m lost to my mistrust.

Throw a rock at me,

I only hear the echoes.

Why teach me to trust?

I hate learning to trust,

but I was forced to learn.

It hurts, doesn’t it?

I’m lost to my mistrust,

I only hear the echoes

of the trust you gave.

The echoes of pain,

build in pain by memory,

echoes that you gave.

I hate learning trust.

The echoes of my pain last,

I can’t run away.

I hate learning to trust,

because you threw me away.

You only caused pain.