MusefulHeart🫀

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MusefulHeart🫀

https://werdsmith.com/musefulheart

178

Writings

Followers

106

Following

Yeah Just Tired

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

(The _Italics_ are thoughts)

“Are you ok?”

“Yeah just tired”

_“No I’m in pain, I can’t shut off my brain.The world is spinning slong with my thoughts. I don’t know who I am. But i guess I’m just tired”_

“Are you ok?”

“Yeah just tired”

_“Tired of hiding and keeping secrets. Tired of the comments and the hatred. Tired of who I have to be. But I guess I’m just tired.”_

“Are you ok?”

“Yeah just t...

Poetry

Rose tinted glasses

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I should have never gone down that rabbit hole

Now i am stuck in a world

That understands nothing

I am friendless and lonely

I sit reading books

Fanfiction and Lying in nooks

I see the world

Through rose tinted glasses

I wang love that always surpasses

I wish for someone

To sweep me off my feet

A kiss of affection

And precice Perfection

I should never have gone down the hole

That showed me what ...

Poetry

Fear

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I fear the fact of life

The end of time

Of death upon my door

I fear of being alone

With no one at home

When the time inevitably comes

I fear the fear itself

Stupid really

But font invalidate me

Death is scary

But scarier alone

I dont want to die

I fear the fear of fear

Of death alone

I dong want to fear anymore...

Poetry

Fix me please

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

It was getting better

But it was just a game

To see how long that lasted

I started loving myself

And accepting the silence

But now I hate the quiet

And clothes don’t sit quite right

I thought it was getting better

I was singing and dancing

enjoying myself

But i somehow knew

It wouldn’t stay that way

I know it will be better someday

Maybe soon

But it hurts more or less

Because it resumed

...

Poetry

Why, Can’t, Am, What, How, What if?

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

Why does nobody like me?

Why am I so alone?

Why do I cry so much?

Why is my phone so dry?

Why can’t it be easier?

Man my search History must be interesting

I promise I am fine I swear

But I cross my fingers behind my back

And speak through gritted teeth

Can’t I be healthy?

Can’t someone take pity?

Can’t I be sure?

Can’t I have friends?

Can’t I be normal?

But I need to stop complaining

Zip my ...

Poetry

Wonder Why

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

They spit in his face

And wonder why he is angry

The step on his toes

And wonder why he yelps

They take all his food

And wonder why he is hungry

They mock all his words

And wonder why he doesn’t soeak

They feed him only lies

And wonder why he cant trust

They hurt him over and over

And wonder why there are scrapes and bruises

This is all their fault

And they wonder why he blames them

This...

Poetry

I don’t know who i am

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I dont know who I am,

Do you?

I question myself

throughout the night

wondering what label

feels right

I know i dont fit in the good old mold

And i am

not who i used to be

All this attraction feels so new to me

I know i like guys

And of that I am sure

But i also know there is more

I dont really see a person

For what they present as

I see emotion

And deapth

Is there anything anything wrong with ...

Poetry

Makeup

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I do not look cheap

I am the most expensive thing you can buy to eat

I dont need to wipe off my makeup

To fit your image

I am not the little girl I once was

I have grown up

I look different now

Its ok to accept it

My life has changed

In more ways than one

For the good and the bad

Just please dont be sad

I put on the makeup

Dont judge me please

It makes me feel pretty

So refrain from the tease

...

Poetry

Strawberry Lemonade

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

The wires are frayed

Shocks and sparks emit

My strawberry lemonade

Hit the floor

Spilled down the wires

And broke her brain

A robotic creature

Metalalic and strong

Ruined by a glass

Of strawberry lemonade...

Poetry

Strings

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

He will give you death

And you will love him for it

He twisted your strings

To fit through his fingers

Plays you like a puppet

And gets what he wants

He says that he loves you

With his fingers crossed

Behind his back

He pulls on your strings

He does as do as he pleases

You yank and you pull

To no avail

So listen yo the strings

Attatched to his rings

You see the whole world

Think you have it all

B...

Poetry