Dear diary,

No no no he can’t die!

He wasn’t in the duel!

I didn’t mean to hit him!

I should’ve known he’d to this, I’m so stupid!

D didn’t almost kill him. He might die because of me. Not because of her. Me.

I understand why the others like her better. Is it really betraying me if I deserved it? I’ll let D lead, and I’ll get out of here, but first I need to see if he survives!

He better survive.

I’ll fucking kill that bastard if he dies!

I’m so sorry.

Signed, R.