Dear diary, No no no he can’t die! He wasn’t in the duel! I didn’t mean to hit him! I should’ve known he’d to this, I’m so stupid! D didn’t almost kill him. He might die because of me. Not because of her. Me. I understand why the others like her better. Is it really betraying me if I deserved it? I’ll let D lead, and I’ll get out of here, but first I need to see if he survives! He better survive. I’ll fucking kill that bastard if he dies! I’m so sorry. Signed, R.