There he stood, just at the tree line covered in the blood of my warriors. I hate what he has done but I would, and will, do the same as he has done here today. No matter how many warriors I lose in this forest and no matter how much that should make me hate him, even fear him, I will not. When he isn’t holding his sword to the throat of his enemies he is truly the sweetest man I have ever met. I love him. He claims to love me. At one point he said he’d never harm me but he doesn’t know me. We have been seeing each other for years behind closed doors, actually in this very forest most nights. The thing he doesn’t know is that I would kill him to protect my people. I would watch as the life fades from his eyes and the way his body slowly goes limp in my arms. Would it make me sad? Yeah, of course it would but I do not have time to mourn my losses out on the battle field. He knows I am out here fighting against him but he doesn’t know that I am the head of this war. His prince is not someone I will ever let rule and if he gets in my way I will put an end to his life while telling him how sorry I am I have to do this. I am the warrior most fear because nothing stops me, not even those that I love. But let me tell you, seeing him hold that sword and covered in the blood of his enemies is hot, even if the blood is that of a friend. All I hope is that we both make it out alive and can finally be together. I want this war to be over. I want on with my life. I want my life to be with his. Maybe we should live in a little farm house just outside the main town so it is peaceful.