did i cross the line?

does my mind decieve me?

i feel i am unreal, my emotions.

my emotions faded into blurs

blurs, slurs, the feeling of drunkenness.

drunkenness.

falling and vomiting and giggling.

giggling sounding like hisses and screeches

giggling unleashing my inner venom.

venom i spew, to infect, to poison, to kill, to hurt.

did i cross the line?

have u disappointed my mother? my father?

i hope so, see me truly.

my true self, my true being.

i am no longer your small snakelet.

i am a fully grown snake.

poisoning, killing, hurting about

did i cross the line?

tell me i did.