*warning sexual assault, suicidal *

Her stomach caved in with an eerie force…the effect of the last sunset she would ever see. She decided she was going to do it, bite the bullet. She couldn’t take it anymore, and at this point anything was better then this.

She has no idea how long it had been, how many days she’d been gone from reality and forced into this new one…How long it had been since she held her sweet babies in her arms. All she felt like she knew anymore was torture. This hell. She couldn’t even count how many times Roald had been here since that first time constantly coming back to force his hands inside her body.

“Couldn’t you just kill me?” She asked.

“You’re far to valuable.” Roald chuckled as he finished.

“I don’t see how I’m valuable with these lashes across my back and this wound on my arm. I’m broken. Inside and out.”

“Your broken is still beautiful. And the master wants your beautiful.”

She got up and walked away, contemplating how she was going to end it now that Jeremiah was on her too. So many eyes it would be hard to attempt her life.

Jeremiah had a gun in his holster that could be grabbed easily enough with the right distraction and motivation. It was just a matter of him being Roald’s right hand man and head of security here.

Surely though, if she did fail any one of the other men would be on her so fast she’d still never make it through the night.

She was sore from the whipping she received the night before for refusing Jeremiah and from what she had just encountered with Roald that she went on to rest briefly before she composed her self and went along with any kind of plan.

It was pointless trying to rest. Her thoughts consumed her. She thought about Charlie and how her heart hurt, how she loved him, and how he didn’t love her. He told her so. “Only once” he said. She thought about how she had no one and didn’t have many friends and how no one was looking for her. Tears rolled down her face. What was wrong with her that she always gets cast aside? What was wrong with her that people always treated her like this?

The sunset was always her favorite time of the day. She loves all of the colors, especially the oranges that would show up in the sky. It was fitting that this would be when she would say goodbye to the world.

She got up off of the floor and walked over to Jeremiah trying to hold her self as composed as she could, accentuating her breasts and commanding his attention. It worked because he started to approach her as well.

“Ms. Veronica what are you doing?” He said to her.

“Well you see,” she said sizing him up and down, “I was hoping you would let me apologize to you for before…” she continued as she turned around making sure to swing her hips back and fourth and hold his attention as she led him behind the curtain.

“Well go on then apologize.” He demanded.

“I’m gonna need you to take off your clothes.”

“Why do I need to take off my clothes?”

“Don’t you want to see how sorry I really am?”

He started to remove his shirt followed by his holster and then his pants. He kept on his underwear an obvious tent showing.

“What are you waiting for?” He said to her.

She approached him and straddled him and put her mouth to his ear, “How does this feel?” She said nibbling onto his ear in her mouth.

He moaned saying nothing. So she took the opportunity to get him into an even more compromising position. She rubbed herself up against the tent formed in his underwear as he let out another moan then she grabbed his hair in her hand and pulled his head down hard while grabbing his member with her other hand and said, “Tell me what you want me to do,” as she stroked her hand down.

“Get on top of me now.” He said to her.

“But that is against the rules, remember?”

“Not my rules.” He said and grabbed her spinning her around and slamming her body over the very same table he threw his gun.

“Wait,” She said, “Not like this,” she continued as she grabbed the gun unbeknownst to him and turned around . “Like this.” She said pressing the gun up against his member, forcing him back into his seat.

“Woah, take it easy.” He said to her.

“Easy? That’s funny coming from the guy who lashed into me.”

She shot him and then trained the gun onto herself and before she knew it everything went black.

She awoke in a few hours with a splitting headache. Before she could shoot herself Roald knocked her out from behind. Only worse now was not only was she naked she was tied up. Her will to live completely gone. And all her hope lost.