“ALEX! ALEX! DONT DO THIS! IF YOU DO THIS THERES NO GOING BACK!”I shouted at my vampire boyfriend. “He’s Dying, MY BROTHER IS DYING I DONT CARE WHAT IT TAKES I CANT LET HIM DIE!”He replied. “Don’t you get it though he’s gonna force you, make you kill anyone he sees, and you know you won’t be able to restrain yourself,” I told him. The tears running down his face reminded me that he didn’t want to do this either, but the steel look in his eye convinced me he wasn’t going to back out. He would let the his self restraint he’s been building up for years all go to hell for his brother. So i tried one final thing,”If you do this, i can’t forgive you.” and his answer tore me to pieces,” YOU THINK I DONT KNOW, DO YOU REALLY THINK I DONT KNOW THAT, I LOVE YOU AND WHEN THIS BEGINS I WOULDNT WANT YOU TO FORGIVE ME! Goodbye Lia.” Then he faded away and i thought i would collapse. i didn’t think i could live without him. I Will Get Him Back. I Will. The Summer after that was torture, i felt like an empty shell without him. The videos on the news, bodies torn to pieces and drained of blood i knew he was being forced forced, but it still hurt to know what he’s done. The wall of different addresses in my closet gave me hope, made me

think of the good memories with him. It was the only thing that got me through the day. I Will Find Him.

( don’t really know if it’s chaotic enough but this idea was in my head so. also ignore the lowercase writing please i have it turned on and don’t feel like switching it)