The exterminator is on its way honey my mother said to me tears filled my eyes I had a pest that couldn’t have been gone it didn’t need a exterminator I just felt as if it would go away just like a bad mood but I had had it for months now if it couldn’t be seen how would it disappear I didn’t know if anything could help I just felt as empty as a hole but then the doorbell rang he is here just great more sets of questions then answers for me now again he asked why was he here then my mother stepped in my daughter has a pest that makes her sad tell him where is it so he can spray it but little did she know it couldn’t be seen it was a feeling I pointed to my heart in here the pest has gotten me the exterminator left disappointed it wasn’t real my mom tried to cheer me up she even brought me to the meet and greet for some of my authors and I got to show them my books I have been working on not here of course but none of that helped when I was at school the next day I told Brielle about it but I smiled later on that day and she called me out for it can sad people smile to cover up their true emotions about how they see the world all I want is not to burry anyone with problems the only thing I enjoy is reading books and my dog later that day my mom took me to a therapist and I was diagnosed with depression it wasn’t a good feeling now I had understood why all those years have been bad I finally got the help I needed so day by day I’m getting a little better day by day I like making books better and before I end this book has anyone else ever had depression and how did you handle it you can write in in comments or just think about it I’m sure all of us have felt sad once but you know what I say hate has 4 letters but so does love enimies has 7 letters but so does friends lying has 5 letters but so does truth failure has 7 letters but so does success sad has 3 letters but so does joy and negativity has 10 letters but so does positivity everyone has a choice so choose the better side of it