when she was 6 she wanted to be a princess.

when she was 8 she wanted to be a doctor.

when she was 10 she wanted to be famous.

when she was 12 she wanted to be a singer.

when she was 14 she wanted to be skinny.

when she was 16 she wanted to be loved.

when she was 18 she wanted to be dead.

she turned 19 trying to find a meaning in her life.

wanting to make a change in her life. growing up we all have this dream of a happy fairytale that we see in movies. picturing that we will find our prince charming that will rescue us from that tower, have that beautiful wedding and knowing that he was the one. that changed the perspective of kids growing up. thinking that everything in the world is going to have a happy ending. that’s not reality. reality is going through the challenges that were put in front of us, the obstacles that we need to untangle to understand the meaning of life and to be happy.

when she was almost 20 she threw out the past and the fairytale of the future. she focused on the present, going day by day finding her meaning in life.