i forgave you over and over again.

convincing myself that you’d change. one day i thought it’ll happen…

but that day never came.

i went to war with myself.

i was out of the battlefield everyday, trying to find the good in you.

are you aware how long i looked?

i searched for hours on end digging and digging.

eventually i was able to reach the bottom.

there was only darkness, an empty black ...

when she was 6 she wanted to be a princess.

when she was 8 she wanted to be a doctor.

when she was 10 she wanted to be famous.

when she was 12 she wanted to be a singer.

when she was 14 she wanted to be skinny.

when she was 16 she wanted to be loved.

when she was 18 she wanted to be dead.

she turned 19 trying to find a meaning in her life.

wanting to make a change in her life. growing up we all ...

the honeymoon phase they call it. you both can’t get enough of each other, your each others every thoughts, dreams, and smile. it feels like their the person you’re going to spend the rest of your life with. you’re happiness. you’re person. but then as time passed those dreams turn into nightmares, the smile turns into tears, and the thoughts turn into pain, heartache, and sadness. you didn’t know...

an easy game of rock paper scissors. rock breaks scissors, paper covers rock, scissors cuts paper.

ready rock, paper, scissors go.

i picked rock he picked paper. he covered up the lies he told

i wanted to play again, i wanted to try to win

ready rock, paper, scissors go.

i picked paper he picked scissors. he cut the hope of us being together in half.

i wanted to play just one more time and win....