I have seen so much

I wish not to have seen

As I wash my eyes with bleach

Just for the relief

A punishment to the memories

I have heard so much

I wish not to have heard

I blast music

Just for the hope

To bust out my eardrums

I have felt so much

I wish not to have felt

So I shut down my mind

To avoid all emotion

So i never have to feel again

I have known so much

I wish not to have known

I drown my brain in news

To try and push out the old

In hopes for better views