The day that we said our goodbyes was the time that I cried hoping that tomorrow I’ll feel alright

I didn’t think I would be able to get out of bed but I did, with dark bags underneath my eyes

It wasn’t easy at first

Time felt slow

Days went by

Then it was weeks and months

When it finally hit a year

I have forgotten the pain when hearing your name

I was finally at peace

If you would have asked me what life without you would have felt like the first night when you said goodbye

My answer was “ there is no life without you, I can’t imagine waking up and not seeing your eyes opening, laying next to me”

But asking me now, when so much time has passed my answer is

“ I’ll be fine without you, yeah at first the idea was painful but with time it slowly became easier, we weren’t meant to be and that’s ok because I know now that out there’s someone else that is right for me”