To those outside these shackled walls

To those who know better

I envy you

I envy anyone

I write to you daily

I think of you daily

I sleep sound knowing you live a better life than me

The sentence I hold cannot be took back

The lives I took will now take mine

The lives I saved do not count

To those who know better

To those who know of simple lives

I would trade you in an instant

I sleep knowing you live

I wake up to your voice

Of which is not a dream

You are now behind these shackled walls

You who I wrote to

Who I envied

Who I dreamt of

You who I thought was innocent

A creative mind trapped in

Shackled walls

Behind bars

With me as a cellmate

We are now behind these shackled walls

We are not the ones who know better

We are the ones who envy

We are the ones to die for what we have done