God damn it! Why did you have to not only starve me by stealing my food stamps along with my Xbox live, but now when I need an escape from my brain because of YOU, all I get it fake shit fake shit fake shit.. then neglected. When all you say is, “trust me” then I decided to cry on you, to see if ur trustable AT ALL! Turned out you weren’t. You seen me weak, or what you see as weak, I see it as releasing a ton of emotions I’ve had since I got torn from my father at 7 years old. However you seen it as I was crying for YOU, so what do you do? You send an APE ASS BITCH BOY down here to PHYSICALLY fight me, after I just granted your wish and trusted you.. I trusted you to get MY FACE SPIT IN.. see now I understand why you may think that you can behave this way around me, but sorry dears you couldn’t be more wrong. Fuck everyone I’ve lost, I’m just like my dad I’m a storm all on my own.. I don’t need someone to fight my way out of the corner you refuse to let me out of. I fight the only way I know how and that’s not your way, well the way you treat me ISNT MY WAY! Trust me if I had a best friend like I did in this time before. That’s who I would call on to handle your wacky ass whose an attention seeker only.. it’s like half the time YOU DONT KNOW WHO YOU ARENT TALKING TO! Shit you say doesn’t make sense. Well all I wanted was to be at a level where I didn’t wanna cry, I just wanted to feel free like you do every single day.. but u think I’m still innocent and can’t tell.. wrong. Your just not ever worth addressing anymore. It’s pointless and useless and you have showed me that through every outlet.

Now I gotta squash out your made up time, and bring you back to sept 3rd 2012. I’m standing there with an aggressive intruder whose not there for anything but to gain something. I’m there for love.. as I bring your hateful ass back to the time I would pull the trigger and possibly save so many things.. your a destructive piece of shit, who dangles BATTERY ACID above someone whose mental health medicine YOU Have stolen and until I kill you, your destructiveness won’t stop. It’s your pattern of behavior and you should of NEVER brought that bullshit into MY WORLD, why? Well DUH, I was raised by one of you (narcissist) and due to that, I can whip my brain right into YOUR WACK FRAME OF MIND.. I see now that your feeling my pulling away. So you invite people that are soley against me, just like you are.. I would of never had any of the last 5 years of problems if it wasn’t for YOU! So imma drag you looking like YOU to my play ground where I can get away with ANYTHING.. way more than you can imagine.. nothing to be proud of until now.. I don’t wanna be all dexter, but the world will be a better place without another one of you entitled for no reason, abusive in every way, lies about their whole life, because your that delusional and are beginning to believe your under 5’9 dumb ass is WHO IS ON YOUR ID! I know I can speak for everyone who you have stolen from, fucked over, hurt, ect ect. When I say, this world will be a better place when your fraudulent ass is gone gone..

That’s when I did it, I pulled the trigger to a 2 bullet holding shot gun, right in my dads abandoned houses kitchen..

As I watched him look at me with dismay, all I could think is. What the fuck did you expect? Of course I let him suffer, because he let me die, but sadly I did not and that’s when I knew one of us had to go and I can’t, because my life is real AND THE LIE THESE TERRORIST ARE LIVING simply isn’t real and needs to come to an end.

Not only did I make my own day that day, because he is an intruder, I made my Father’s Day and felt peace the moment the life left his eyes and his body flattened out.

Well maybe Sunday IS funday.