first a look my way then a glance towards you an upwards curve at the corner of my lip then not being able to get you off my mind staring into each other’s eyes stealing glances looking then looking away when the other one sees feeling butterflies when I hear your name the butterflies fluttering more when you say my name blushing when we have our minute conversations letting my mind daydream about you as I listen to sweet little love songs imagining things and hallucinating overthinking doubting myself double-checking second-guessing did I see that right? can I trust my eyes? can I trust you? can I trust a word you say? you tell me you don’t feel like that not anymore oh well, apparently you never even did it was great a second ago but then suddenly it’s all over