her man’s mistress
under the cover of the dark
my skin bathed in pretty moonlight
i closed his door behind me
just as i did every night
his wife, she works the long shift
leaving him alone with the moon
but she doesn’t know that i’m there
it’s something that i shouldn’t do
but you haven’t seen that man
haven’t seen his way with words
i’ve loved him all my life
but they’ve been married for most of hers
he tells me she’s evil
tells me he’d leave her
if it weren’t for the kids
and that wretched money fever
leave the perfume in the cabinet
he bought me for my twenty third
can’t take the risk she’d smell it
oh, what lines we’ve blurred
but you haven’t seen my man
i guess he’s not really mine
but he’s led me to moral ambivalence
each time we go out and dine
i have his affections i suppose
but that woman i still envy
she had him in the legal sense
before i even turned twenty
while i go home and cry
mascara running down my cheek
their kids run to her
oh, i feel so weak
but i wouldn’t have it any other way
my waking days so listless
it’s a long and lonely life
being her man’s mistress