What happened to me?

What happened to who I used to be?

What happened to that girl?

The one who was all smiles and positivity,

The one who was kind to everyone she met,

The one who was always happy.

The one who was silly, and funny, and messy, and sweet.

The one who wasn’t even capable of hatred,

The one who couldn’t be angry.

The one who didn’t have shadows pressing in on her heart,

The one who wasn’t drowning.

What happened to her?

I did.